someone that i met online six years ago

someone that i met online six years ago is coming to my town, finally. we've never met but seen each other online. conversations stopped a few months after our 'acquaintance' online. he likes me and i like him too, but he's pushing too hard and i was not ready. nothing worked out, and i believed it's just one unreliable crash out of numerous faces. about few years ago this guy would on and off send me messages telling that he still thinks of me. i never replied. i was confused. was it love or was it l***? after hadn't heard from him for a year, when i received his message again last week, i was moved. well six years, i started to belive that there's something going on between us. but now looking myself in a mirror, i am fat and out of job and with the lowest self esteem ever, i don't have the courage. i am not seeing him, just to leave him some good memories.... i feel sorry and ashamed of myself...

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  • if he really cares about you he'll love you for who you actually are, not just how you look. if he's still interested in you after all these years there's got to be something there, so give him a chance. what have you got to lose?

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