I have never told anyone about my relationship with an older guy. I am 21 and he is 34, and we have been living together (as much as we can) for almost a year. The truth is that I've been shocked it even happened from the beginning, but I feel drawn to him and we are very comfortable with each other. We both know our relationship wouldn't be accepted by anyone and knowing that it couldn't go on forever and not wanting to get more attached, I told him I needed some time away (he understood). I know that I need to move on with my life but when I'm with him, it feels like home. It's hard to stay away when he's so close.