I'm a Failure
How am I going to tell my family that the one person in the family who was thought to go through all the way in college isn't? I got kicked out of college from my poor grades and they all think I'm going back in August. The classes are so damn hard, I try and try but it's not good enough. My parents will kill me, they wasted a lot of money for me to go, they thought I'd be the other child to get a degree (other than my older sister)and I f***** it up.
I hate college but I want to continue so bad. There's no way I can get back in, this will be on my record for life. I can't even find a job so now I'm just screwed. All my friends will be getting their degrees and having a successful life but I wasted mine away.
I'm a failure and whatever happens it will be my fault.