These are the hardest times in my life. I am a 21 year old male and I have a problem with alcohol and cocaine addiction. I have only recently developed these habits and I hope to make a change soon before it gets worse.I can't get a girl or manage money, I have bills stacking up and $15,000 in student loans with no education to claim from my time in post secondary school. I don't think I can get back to a responsible state without making a complete lifestyle change but I don't think I can do that without constant support from a close friend or family member, the problem is that I can't talk about whats killing me if I'm not drunk and my mother and father have no clue how screwed up I actually am. I can't admit out loud that I can't get by without constant moral support and I keep myself down by not asking for help when I need it the most.