Running on Empty
Honestly, I don't know how I have managed to come this far...how I have been succesful at keeping myself from falling into pieces. I guess somebody out there is praying for me. Or is it that Starbucks frapuccino? In any case I can't afford to crumble down. I remember reading somewhere "Be the person you want your kid grow up to be". I am trying so very hard. I breath for my kiddo's happiness and joy in this world. Will he blame me if I eventually decide to break this family down, in order to save myself from a life of marital emptiness? I dunno. I just know that I've been running on empty for so long and my strenght has started to fail me.