I know it's quite cliche that a teenage girl would find it hard to talk to boys but lately I've been realising that its something else. Every single man/boy in my life has disappointed me and now I find that i can't trust men at all. I lost my virginity when I was drunk and every-time I think about it I want to cry. The thought of talking/trusting a boy makes me feel sick and I don't know what to do to fix it. My friends just think I'm shy around them but I'm not, in scared.