I need some SERIOUS help…
Well, when i was around 8 years old, (I'm 13 now) I got a computer. Yes. Very normal. But just wait.
So, one day, I thought about cheerleading and how I wanted to be one. So, I typed in cheerleaders, not knowing that in front of "cheerleaders" was the 3 letters "nak." And my Google auto correct made it "naked" without me knowing it. So my search turned out to be "naked cheerleaders."
My dad had always taught me that when googling something, always click on the first match. Its always the best. So I clicked on the first link, not knowing my search, and there sat a p*** site.
I got really scared and X-ed out of the site. I didnt know what to do! For the 10 seconds i looked at that site, I saw big "peepees" now known as "di*ks" or "pu*sies." I also saw big "boobies" now known as "t******."
That night when my mom put me to bed, I started thinking about my discovery. I wanted another peek. So I snuck downstairs and looked at the site. And I couldnt stop.
The thing that scared me the most was that I had a strange temptation to rub my…uhhh…downstairs area. So I did and it felt really good.
Then I went to bed, and continued to sneak downstairs and watch p*** EVERY night.
I did stop watching it for a while, because it didnt feel right. Then I got an iPod Touch 4G last year and started again. Im addicted again, and I rub myself now with no clothes on. And I also hump towels, pillows, and the edge of my bed.
I need some help. Is this normal? Am I doing something wrong? Why am I so tempted to rub myself all the time? I dont know. But i need some help. Please leave your answers in the comments. I need comments. Rubbing myself is shutting me down, how I think about rubbing ALL THE TIME. It sucks. Please. Please. please. PLEASE help me.<3