Love Can Do Terrible Things
I'm a senior this September in High School. I have this girlfriend for about 2 1/2 years now. We've had a pretty rock solid relationship and honestly. I think the fire's burnt out. For me at least. I don't know why. I never wanted a relationship this long, and I'm scared to get out of it cause I know how devastated she'll feel and it kills me. I'd much rather her brake up with me. And what sparked this you may ask? I met this girl on vacation that lives 20 minutes from me back home. I'm completely head over heels for her and I'm pretty sure she is too. I kissed her. And I was happy. I felt terrible at first. But now I see it as 'that chance I didn't let go of' and I'm happy I did. She's so perfect. Now I just wish she wasn't going off to college in 2 weeks. See, I'm a state champion athlete, and i've been getting scholarship letters since sophomore year and I'm ranked in the top 50 in the nation. And the funny thing is, I got a letter from the school that the girl I met from vacation is going to in 2 weeks.