Love Can Do Terrible Things

I'm a senior this September in High School. I have this girlfriend for about 2 1/2 years now. We've had a pretty rock solid relationship and honestly. I think the fire's burnt out. For me at least. I don't know why. I never wanted a relationship this long, and I'm scared to get out of it cause I know how devastated she'll feel and it kills me. I'd much rather her brake up with me. And what sparked this you may ask? I met this girl on vacation that lives 20 minutes from me back home. I'm completely head over heels for her and I'm pretty sure she is too. I kissed her. And I was happy. I felt terrible at first. But now I see it as 'that chance I didn't let go of' and I'm happy I did. She's so perfect. Now I just wish she wasn't going off to college in 2 weeks. See, I'm a state champion athlete, and i've been getting scholarship letters since sophomore year and I'm ranked in the top 50 in the nation. And the funny thing is, I got a letter from the school that the girl I met from vacation is going to in 2 weeks.

Aug 13, 2011

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  • Despondent, distracted,
    You're vicious and romantic;
    These are a few of my favorite things.
    All of those flavors and this is what you choose.
    Pass the blues, pass the blues,
    And onto something new.

  • why did the fire burn? I can't help thinking that 'if i were you, i'd ask myself that question'. and i guess, if you really did have a solid relationship for short 2 and a half years span, why aren't you open with each other? is she so dense to not notice that you don't feel the way like you did when you were in love? the best thing i could tell you is that, try to remember why you fell for her... the reason why you stuck with her. And if you get the answer that you are looking for, then maybe you'd stay with her... because your relationship - every relationship is something to be treasured.

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