I want to commit suicide so bad.
My anger has reached it's level and my depression is down in the dumps. I hate myself and I just want to die. I'm so close to killing myself because I have nobody to talk to even though I see so many counselors. Obviously none of them help, though.
I've been in a mental hospital 3 times. That hasn't helped either. I've never been so depressed and suicidal in my entire life. I just want help. ):