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Never good enough.
I feel like im never good enough. Not pretty enough. Not smart enough. No talent. Worthless. Fear of rejection. Fear of failure. So i put up a wall, and dont try. People think im that confident girl who doesnt care what anyone thinks. Im not. Im scared. I want to be loved. Cared for. Told i am enough. But no one ever says that.
Holy ** it's just like you decribed me
Same here. People tell me I'm pretty and stuff but I just can't believe it and I am always paranoid that people don't like me. I was walking with my friend going to the library and she went to another friends house and I said I might join them in a bit and she said no, don't, and we laughed about it and I suppose it was clear she was joking but I just couldn't go after that because I thought it might have been her pretending to joke. Stuff like that happens all the time, guys only try being nice to me cause they want something, girls because they are compelled to act that way. But it makes me so jealous and in need of clear affirmations and yet, no one gives them to me. So I guess I don't deserve anything.
I sooooo feel the same way!!! :(
I think this is something almost every girl struggles with at some point in their lives. I know I have felt like that off and on since I was about 13. You just have to try to remember that if you don't love yourself, nobody else will either. Find one thing that you like about yourself and go off of that. I don't have a picture to see what you look like, but I'm sure you're beautiful and you just can't see it.