I wish I was dead

Somtimes I wish I was dead.... There's really nothing good in life, and everything just seems to be getting worst. I keep alot of my feelings bottled up inside, and alot of s*** that's been happening in my life as well.... I always try to treat everyone as best as I can, always giving, but never taking. But for some reason, all they wanna do is put me down, make me look bad, just so they could look like the good person, and no matter how much I try to help, or how much I care about someone they never even bother to care about me. They only care about themselves and then they start picking fights . And for no good reason! I f****** hate my school, I wish I was dead, that way I wouldn't have to hear all of the rude comnents that some people have.

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  • If you're feeling depressed or suicidal what's important is that you talk to someone. There's lots of people who can help - if you're in the US try http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ (or call 1-800-273-8255), or in the UK there's the Samaritans at http://www.samaritans.org/ or Papyrus (which is a charity set up for young people) at http://www.papyrus-uk.org/more/hopelineuk, or childline at http://www.childline.org.uk. Some of them you can text or email if you'd rather not talk. There's also counsellors you could get in touch with through your school or doctors.

  • i COMPLETELY undestand what your going thourgh. F****** STORY OF MY LIFE!

  • Monica, it's Val...

    i don't know what to do with myself anymore. we haven't talked in a while... i thought maybe we could save each other... but everyone leaves, everyone lies, everyone always leaves me behind. here i am left alone, a prisoner with no where to go...

    i'm so depressed that i might just kill myself... today is 9/30

    i might kill myself when my family sleeps... incase i do kill myself i want to say goodbye... Monica... thank you for giving me some hope while i was still alive. i don't know if you're reading this or not, but if you are, i want you to know how greatful i was. thank you so much - Val

  • please hear me out...

    my name is Val, i wrote this s** post called: i might go to jail for this but...

    u can check it out... leave a comment, k?

    i'm suicidal too... in 6th grade a lot of crap happened. i started getting nervous... someone broke into my school (which is across the street from my house), the dickheads from my elementary school got into my middle school so i couldn't really make or keep friends... then there was the s*** load of homework that was expected to be completed by ridiculous times... the teachers were s*** too... eventually i stopped going to school all together...

    now i'm stuck in homeschool and my evil uncle is determined to keep it that way til collage... i wanna kill myelf just thinking about it...

    i wrote another school post called: Someone help me, please

    you're the first person to know my real name... i know what it's like.. please talk to me and keep in contact... for your sake and mine... let's save each other...

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