I haven't cried in years. Or had a nightmare. Or felt any strong emotion. I worry I'm dead inside. I'd give anything just to sob for a long, long time, because it would prove I'm human.
you dont have to feel emotions to be human.
The above is basically true - why not bring some order to it though? If you ask Jesus Christ of Nazareth to heal you from head to toe, physically, spiritually, and emotionally, He will. Your emotions will be put in order, and you will know you are alive. "I am come that they might have life, and have it in all its fullness". It also appears that you suffer from some sort of denial - sometimes when a thing is too painful or hurtful to deal with, we push it down and pretend it isn't there. This causes those things to bubble up eventually, and forces our attention to the problem. Unfortunately, by the time its reached that stage, we don't have a clear picture of what it is that's troubling us. Talk to Jesus on a regular basis. He is a person, and He wants a personal relationship with everybody - that includes you! Ask Him to order your life aright. You willnever regret it!!! "Cast all your cares upon Him, for He careth for you!!!"
I think the truth is that you've caged up your emotions subconsciously. One of these days you'll brake down crying for something very small and you won't know why. It's happened to me before. I have only cried a handful of times in my life and they were for some pretty stupid reasons. I didn't cry when my grandmother died. I didn't cry when my first love left me but I cried when a stranger called me stupid. Weird? Yeah, it was from unknowingly caging up my emotions until one day they just burst out.
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