Why I'm like this

Why are you like this?
I'm asked this a lot and I'm not afraid to say why

1. I hate change it make's me cry.
2. When asked to do something not right or bad I say no for fear that I will be caught for every other thing I'v done.
3. I love every one but only let people who hate me get close.
4. I would rather not have s** and just talk about how your day was.
5. I'm proud to be a nerd.
6. I don't mind being over weight because I look good this way.
7. I don't care about what you want to talk about unless it involves what I want to talk about.
8. Even though I know I will get hurt by it, I get in relationships that will hurt me in the end.
9. I understand why people will incest.
10. I don't support gay anything, but yet every one I know is gay.
11. Although I don't care to be a little over weight, I care and listen to every rude comment about it made by others.

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  • From what you are saying in your opening statement it sounds to me like you are a confused person. As your statement doesnt say your age im gona presume that you are a 18-20 ish person that has grown up straight but something has happend in their life that is questioning their sexuality or is trying to come to terms that they are gay and worried what their family and other people would say.

    lets go through the list that you have created and see if i can shed some light. if you think that anything i have said is not true then post back.

    You said: I hate change, it makes you cry.

    To me this sounds like you have had someone in your life that you have loved really dearly that has left suddenly. you try to keep or embrace the old ways and hate the way your life has ended up.

    You Said: When asked to do something not right or bad I say no for fear that I will be caught for every other thing I'v done.

    ok, from what i can understand of this, you have met another man/woman and they have ask you to do something (sexually). Your afraid to do it for other people finding out and judging you.

    You Said: I love every one but only let people who hate me get close.

    Sounds to me that you are finding it hard to come to terms with your sexuality. your worried about what other people will think of you so you are kind of rebelling/pushing the people that you love away and hanging out with the wrong crowd in hope that someone that loves you will come and ask you whats wrong and say that everything will be fine.

    You said: I would rather not have s** and just talk about how your day was.

    To me this says that "as long as i dont have s**, then im not classed as gay."

    You Said: I'm proud to be a nerd.

    To me this says that you are worrying about what other people think about you and in your heart of hearts deep down you wish you didnt look like a nerd you just put up your defenses. me, personally theres nothing wrong with being a nerd.

    You Say: I don't mind being over weight because I look good this way.

    Nobody is ever happy with being over wieght, me myself am over weight, i may look happy on the outside but deep down i wish i was lighter. To me you saying this is that you are the same and you are only saying this as a defense.

    You Say: I don't care about what you want to talk about unless it involves what I want to talk about.

    Again this is the rebelious side that you are percieving its like you saying "well no one cares about what i have to say so why should i care about what you have to say" again this is also a form of pushing people that you care about away in fear that they will judge you.

    you say: Even though I know I will get hurt by it, I get in relationships that will hurt me in the end.

    To me because you dont accept your sexuality you dont accept yourself as a person, you have to love yourself before you can love others.

    you say: I understand why people will incest.

    This one i dont understand so i cant comment on it

    You say: I don't support gay anything, but yet every one I know is gay.

    Again this is about worrying about what other people think about you and how they will react. you kinda want to embrace it but are fearful. i just say do it, you only live once.

    You say: Although I don't care to be a little over weight, I care and listen to every rude comment about it made by others.

    Again, this is all about self worth, you need to start loving who you are otherwise you wouldnt look at those comments that you speak of.

    Conclusion

    You are a very confused person about their sexuality and self image, you worry about what other people think and the way they act arround you. This in turn makes you wana rebel against these people when in fact all they wana do is love you. Stop worrying about what people think and live your life, you only live once. take your time in finding who you are, it will come naturally. What ever the outcome, be proud of who you are.

    Keep your chin up :)

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