I'm a 45 year old man and I've lived my
I'm a 45 year old man and I've lived my life in fear. I hate myself and I have no friends. I have told no one that I was sexually abused for two years when I was a child living in the suburbs south of San Francisco. I was raised by my single mother who put me in nursery school (now we call it daycare) while she was at work. That's where it happened. I have always felt worthless and disgusting. I can't even look people in the eye.