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When I was about 16 years old I got married my husband decided let's have a baby his 11 years older I always dreamed about being a great mom so we had a baby. Life was so boring at home decided let me have another baby maybe it will make my life fulfilling 2nd baby after 1 month I started college put both in daycare life was alright but I always felt the guilt of not being a full time mom. 5 years later and 4 years of being a stay at home mom got bored wanted baby number 3 turns out I had ovarian cancer so after 7 months after surgery begged God to give me another child. Holy ** my sons 8 months I have never been more depressed in my life I started seeing a therapist, I'm on depression pills, decided to try smoking but quit didn't like it I don't know what I was thinking having another baby would make me happy but instead made me more miserable in my whole life even whorse then my dad passing away. I still stick it out and take care of him but cooking, cleaning, bottle feeding, waking up at night holy f!!! I put myself in the hole what's worse is I have no friends n my family lives so far away and I'm broke and I,never hated life so much until now.
I have no sympathy for you whatsoever. You are not smart to begin with and you just kept making babies so they would fill the emptiness in you. And now you want the world to feel sorry for you because that emptiness is still there. Too bad. Now you have emptiness and three needy human beings that did not have to be there, but are now, because of you. You are done. The best you can hope for is to make them into decent people. That probably will not happen because you are not smart and are selfish. Thanks for making the world a worse place. You should meet my ex-wife sometime, she would set your head straight. You would not be able to use it afterwards, but that's okay because you are not using it now!!
Actually to let you know perhaps that’s how I felt then but now I am a proud mom of 3 my kids divorced me all I had to do was divorce my abuser, and I did, he was the reason why I was miserable but for my patience god gave me the best husband I can dream about, I decided to get out of college and live my dream job which is be a stay at home mom, as I talk to u my youngest kid sits on my lap and talks to his sister just for no reason and earlier today we played dr where I was the patient and turns out I am a really good baker and my kids love my baking, they are happy healthy and they are close to god then ever before so I feel sorry for u because you have no hope in the future and instead of being supportive and kind you choose to be an ** how sad so maybe ur issues are worse than mine and all mom know that it’s called post part I’m depression, but it’s gone and I am have 3 amazing kids and they are wonderful in every way.
Why isn't your husband supporting you? Just because he's the bread winner in your family, doesn't mean he's absolved from supporting you emotionally and so forth. It's a partnership between your husband and yourself. You're a family, you need support! Please seek medical advice/support.
I've tried literally everything to change my husbands attitude and personality nothing is fitting anyway my only solution now is just to shut the ** up and keep on going. I tried seeking help from family friend priest u name it praying asking god fighting calling police pills running away crying for days all is useless just keeping quit and doing what I do best is the only solution
Hey, I tried that too, it works for a while but eventually you will get sick of it, but I hope u don’t because divorce was extremely hard for me, best of luck thank u for sharing
God help you young mother
Thank u
Thank u I am happy and healthy now