Probably gonna feel better once I get it out...
I'm 21 years old, and a few times I've gotten off to STAGED "**" **, generally though it is "step-mom" or "step-sister" stuff, or at least I assumed so.
Anyway, most of them actually just involved the whole chick standing there, talking to you about you **. I'm not at all attracted to my family, to **, or anything like that - I think perhaps it was a dominance thing?
I saw a couple of videos that actually freaked me the ** out when they would say ** at the end, or allude to the other character not being of age or something. When I got to this, I stopped - ** that!
I don't know how many times I did it - probably not a lot, but I'm feeling pretty bad about it. For the most part, I think curiosity just got the better of me.
To my knowledge, it was always consenting and staged, usually with semi-popular pornstars - and believe me, I went to silly lengths to ensure this. Still, the thought of it now really sickens me, and I don't know why I got off on it in the first place.
I just want to be a good person, but now I feel like an awful one. I'm cutting my ties with ** in general, as I think perhaps I haven't dealt with it the right way so should probably avoid it.
Don't feel bad. Everyone does things they later feel ashamed about. I'm a Christian woman and not too long ago I started becoming addicted to gay ** (2 guys). At the time, I loved it, but now I can't believe I EVER watched that **. Just move on and think of it as a learning experience.
I just want to let you know that Jesus loves you.
lmao i luv the comments more than the cofessions sometime,some people are just to funny.
Aw, you sound like a sweetheart. Come here, mommy wants to ** you, baby.