I'm incapable of having a relationship
I waited too long to lose my virginity out of intense shyness, till I was 25. Now i sleep with almost every girl that passes my way to overcompensate and am incapable of having a relationship for fear of opening up honestly to a woman. I don't even honestly remember if I lost my virginity to a friend or a prostitute since i've retold the story in my head so many times. I just use s** to fill a void... and it doesn't work very well.