I had some affairs in a moment of madness. I cannot tell my husband. I llove him dearly. I have regained my faith and am a good person and I try and be a good Christian daily. I confessed my sins to a priest who absolved me. However I am consumed by guilt and feel I cannot move on in my life until I forgive myself and move on. It is a big block in my conscience and is preventing me from growing as a person. I would like to find some way of moving forward and dealing with my personal demons. Thank you.