My heart is numb
My heart literally hurts. There's this guy that I really like but he's three years older and lives in London. My family went there on vacation during the summer and he was my dad's friend from college's son. I instantly fell for him and I've been thinking about him ever since. On Formspring, someone was speaking in a rude manner to his maybe/maybe not girlfriend that's his best friend and he stood up for her in the most benevolent way. I just know that I'll never be able to be her (not literally). Tears are streaming down my face… I don't know what the h*** is wrong with me.