I hear everything wrong
My doctor "diagnosed" me with EDNOS (Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified), I haven't told my family about this.
Whenever I'm over 116lbs and my mum tells me "I look really healthy" I hear, "you're too fat".
Whenever I'm under 112lbs and my mum tells me "you're too thin", I still hear, "you're not working hard enough"
My mum recently said to me that she KNEW I have never had a problem with food, I've never had an eating disorder- just a problem with the way people see me.
I KNOW I do... because my head wouldn't be this hellish place to live in if I didn't...
I wish I could sort out everything that I hear in my head... :(