I must start by saying that I am bisexual. If you have a problem with that then stop reading, I don't wanna hear any more insults. I am in high school and have been dating my boyfriend for about a year and 4 months. the first 4 months of our relationship we weren't really together... There weren't much feelings and I was still hanging out with my ex girlfriend. She was getting ready to move away so I tried to spend as much time with her as possible. My boyfriend is in college now. It really sucks when he's away, and I am constantly doubting our relationship or just wallowing around depressed. One of my best friends has been there to back me up though. she keeps me going when I am weak and keeps me smiling when I'm sad. We've known each other a lot longer than I've known my boyfriend and we are both bisexual. We've talked about dating before when my bf and I were on a break... We decided that it would be worth it because our friendship could withstand even through a breakup. I don't know what to do. She is my ideal partner at this moment, but I don't think I can take another break up, it would be like I was just throwing away this past year... I need help. please?