I cry at night.
I cry at night because I cant let other people see how much pain im in. I come off as a strong person... but im not. The truth is that I plan on committing suicide when Im 18, since im only 16 (will be 17 in four months). Im waiting until then so I can move away from this town and somewhere no one knows me and then I'll just disappear like I was never there. I dont want to be another person to committe suicide in my town and they tell everyone over the annoucements and people wonder who was that? and question if I was ever in one of there classes since they probably would'nt have noticed me if i was there. I just want to disappear and excape this pain.