Too long. I want to know.

When I was in the 4th grade, I fell for this guy.I mean like hardcore fall. I obsessed over him 4th and 5th grade.Though, he never paid attention to me. We were just friends. Then, when we went to middle school and he fell head of heels for this one girl. I got so jealous because she was beautiful. Luckily, i never saw him. So I thought I was over him. I had several "boyfriends" and liked many different guys. The guy and me had the same circle of friends by the 8th grade, so I saw him a lot more. and the feelings returned, not as strong though. 9th grade came along and we had almost all of our classes together. OF course I fell hardcore all over again. It drove me crazy because right when I'd like someone or about to date another guy. He would flirt with me and I'd want him all over. I know he's still "in love" with this one girl. They're like constantly together. Plus, he's like consumed with "this sport" he has. He's like famous for it or something. He loves "this sport" more than anything. He's suppose to being moving to California (all the way across the country) before senior year for "his sport" maybe before. I want him to know that I like him (more like love) but I'm scared. I don't want to lose his friendship and I'm scared he'd laugh. I know I'd get rejected. I just don't know what to do. Everyone says tell him, tell him. I just want HIM to be like, "I"m in love with you." wishful thinking i guess.

Mar 19, 2012

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  • I know it's hard, but forget him. Move on. You'll find a guy who will love you and you won't have to worry about the same stuff like with this dude.

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