Regret dumping my gf
I dumped the only girl that ever loved me 6 months ago...for very superficial reasons, basically I didn't like how riddled with cellulite her ass was. Apart from that she was the perfect girlfriend, we understood each other perfectly and she loved and accepted me despite my many faults.
Unfortunately I didn't appreciate her and couldn't stop thinking about her best friend who, as it happens, is the girlfriend of my best buddy. Even if she wasn't she still wouldn't go out with me.
Now my ex has a new boyfriend and I miss her a lot but am afraid if I told her how I feel and she did give me a second chance I would end up not fully appreciating her again and sabotage the relationship a second time.
However, I can't help but feel that she is the love of my life as in the only person who will ever understand me and still love me. So basically I have f***** up a chance of happiness and I have no one to blame but myself.