Need to get it off my chest
Not sure if it's love or l***, but man she makes me feel great.
First off, she's married so I try and keep my distance. I get to spend a little time with her through out the week and I love every moment of it. No it's not in a sexual nature, it's professional.
I know it's wrong to even wonder about it, but I do think about her all the time, and wonder if maybe she's into me.
She'll say things like, "I love you Mr. ********", and i'll say I love you too, or feelings mutual. She'll walk up to me and rub my shoulder, or lower back. She's given me thank you cards, and always writes my first name, and ends it with her first name.
She's introduced me to her kids, never mentions her husband, makes fun of me in a flirting way.
Every thing about our interactions tells me she's into me, but at the same time she could just be flirtatious like I am, or maybe she doesn't notice it, and i'm just making it into something else.
She is gorgeous, but I keep having to remind myself that she's married and to keep my distance. I really don't want to be one of those guys, but if she's into me, and made it clear as day, I don't know if I could hold back.
For now I guess I just need to keep doing what i'm doing, or not doing for that matter. Last thing I want is to push the issue, have her become uncomfortable, and then ruin the possibility of being around her at all.
Any thoughts on this, other than the typical, "you're a piece of s*** for even thinking about this", etc, etc. Think she might be in to me?