First of all, I should mention, I'm 16, female, a lesbian and I'm bipolar and schizophrenic.
I overdosed on my depression pills last night, in an attempt to get over the depression of a heart-wrenchingly painful situation involving the girl I love.
It wasn't the first time I've overdosed.
I hate this.
I begged for God to take my soul and end this bodily pain, as I strangled myself after taking 14 pills within 10 minutes.
I've never been in so much pain and soul-crushing agony ever before in my life. I wish I was dead.