Roleplay

I have this strange "addiction" to roleplay romance of the characters, Naruto and Sasuke, from the anime, Naruto. In essence, I will act out, by myself, different stories and plotlines that are either stuck in my head or that just come to the surface. I am always the character Sasuke.

They are both men, and I have several different fantasies about the two fictional characters, which can range from roughly the original story with twists to modernized to apocalypse to a complete fantasy world. It is almost always a romance, and usually starts out with them either not knowing each other, being just friends, or some sort of relationship in which they are not lovers.

It is always by myself, and when someone is near, I silence my voice and cease my actions. I have never told another human being, and I used to roleplay with a close friend and my brother (separately) as children, and now we have grown up, yet I haven't grown out of this nasty addiction. I don't feel dirty or anything, I only feel embarassed. Childish. Immature.

Is there anyone out there who does the same as I? If there is, I would feel a great relief.

And it's strange. I am no anime freak. I don't watch any anime. I don't even watch Naruto anymore. Or read Manga, for that matter. I read fanfiction for inspiration, but that's about it.

Maybe I'll outgrow it. I'm 17. Or maybe I'll find somebody who will be my Naruto.

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  • oh s*** i thought i was the only person that does this,i started doing it when i watched my first anime,FLCL on adult swim,i would imagine myself as the main character and getting it on with the chick with pink hair,one time i cut a hole in my stuffed tiger and f***** it.I started doint it when i was 9 and now im 19 and i still do it ocassionally,but not as much

  • I have read about plenty of people who do this, its just a form of role playing and fantasy. Not that big of a deal if you want someone who will perform with you you are going to have to get out there to find your one true Naruto lol.

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