Confessions in a psychologists office

How have you been?
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I've been good.
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How was your trip?
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It came and went.
But was it good?
Yes, good.
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We haven't met in a while.
Yeah. I know.
Why?
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I don't know, 
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Life has been busy.
The last time we met do you remember what we talked about?
No.
When do you graduate?
25th.
Of may?
In may.
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Did you get a job?
No.
Why not?
I don't really have the motivation.
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Motivation?
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Yes.
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What do you mean?
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I'm trying to figure out what I'm doing next.
Explain?
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I lied. I have not been good. I'm irritated all the time..
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Do you have somebody to go to?
No.
Do your parents know?
No.
Have you been taking your meds?
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Sometimes.
Sometimes?
Yes.
Why sometimes?
Sometimes I forget.
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You can't help me.
Why is that?
I can't be helped.
You mean you dont want
No. 
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I mean, I can not be helped.
Why? 
I dont know.
You feel I can't help you?
Yes.
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I have helped many people.
You can't help me.
No?
No. 
Why?
Because nobody cares. Your just doing your job.
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Is that what you think?
Yes.
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I believe I can help you, Annabelle
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Do you want me to try.
Sure.
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Tell me what's new? What's going on with you?
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I'm tired all the time.
Tired?
Yes, I am tired and mad and angry. I can't stop crying. I'm emotional. 
What do you think caused this?
I don't know, everything.
Like what?
Everything, my mom lost her job. She's a b****. My teachers suck. My friends suck and are f****** ass holes. I'm graduating. But nobody is going to be there. Not even my mom. Everything my brother got in his life? I don't even get a fraction of it. I hate him. And I hate everyone else too. It's like I'm not deserving of anything. Of life. It's like I should be dead. Everyone hates me, so fine I might as well give them a reason to right?
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Let me see your wrists.
No.
Why not?
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Let me see them, please.
Why.
Have you been cutting? 
No.
Then let me see them.
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I thought you said you weren't cutting.
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I fell.
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I think you need to be put into a hospital, you need to be evaluated.
No.
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Then what do you say we do.
Nothing.
Nothing?
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Nothing, is what everyone has done for me.

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  • nice conversation. I would like to meet Annabelle and make her feel loved

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