I honestly don't know whats wrong with my life. i feel like i hate everyone. I'm only 13. my mom has favorites and is in love with my sister. my sister beats up my mom,literally, by punching and kicking her. i honestly try so hard to be perfect. i cook dinner for my mom and say thank you for everything. my mother still hates me. i started cutting and my mother found out. instead of trying to help me or at least feel sorrow of me she told me she thought i was such a pathetic person and doesn't care. she only loves my sister. i also dont have any friends at school and have absolutely never had anyone in my life that i have been friends with, I'm fat and ugly. i also think that i am gay, but why care if no one else does.