How Do I Get Him Back?!
Me and my boyfriend of 3 plus years have been going through a rough patch lately, scratch that it's always been rough. We never get along but we stay because we love each other. Recently we got into a huge argument about him not coming to see me when he said he would. he's stood me up before and after calling him numerous times I finally got a hold of him and proceeded to cry and scream on the phone "why do you always do this to me?" we exchanged words and he said I was being a crybaby and I knew he had business to take care of. By this point I was livid and said "I should have cheated on you when I had the chance" and he said "what did you say?" and before I got the chance to respond he hung up. We've said things to hurt each other in the past and this was one of the things I said out of pure anger and hurt. I never have and never will cheat on him, but ever since he hung up he hasn't answered my calls, he's put me on block and ignored my texts. I want to make this right but I'm afraid I ruined our whole relationship with one stupid sentence. How do I make him understand that I never meant it. I love him and it kills me to think he actually believes I would cheat on him. If anything I think he's the one that has been cheating, but I have no proof. I just want some advice on how I can get him back or at least if he doesn't want anything to do with me how I can make him understand that I never did anything with anyone. So far I sent him texts saying I only said what I said out of anger and I'm sorry. Is that all I can do? Advice please. Be honest.