I am not happy with my life and am

I am not happy with my life and am stuck in the proverbial downward spiral.. Im just not sure how low i am gonna go.
I had a nervous breakdown last week and was gonna go to rehab for drinkin but convinced my fam and friends i was just stressin about work and stuff.
I live with a man that treats me like a roller coaster, nice one day a d*** the next.. i don't even love him anymore. i just live here because i have nowhere else to go..
Been seeing an old friend on the side and afraid to get too attached cause i know how messed up i am right now.
I just can't seem to get myself together..
it's 8 oclock.. im on my 4th beer getting ready for work....
i dont have the strength anymore to be as strong as i was when i was younger...

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  • you need to make your OWN life -- by yourself -- without a man. that will help pull you up. independence is key. trust me. just do it. the longer you give your power away to a man because you think you have noplace else to go (bullshit!), the weaker you will continue to get. and you will keep falling. you have plenty of places to go. get your own apartment. get a life. stop giving your power away. good luck.

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