I'm in love with her.
I'm in love with one of my bestfriends. she is the most beautiful, wonderful, smart, funny, and great person I know. I fell for her the moment I saw her. I'm a shy person and I'm not normally able to talk to women I find attractive, but I was able to talk to her instantly. We talked constantly and went and watched the moon at lunch one day and we've grown closer since. Also she is married. My problem is over the past 2 years I've grown to love her and most of the time I'm just happy to be a person she enjoys being around and I love making her smile and laugh, but there are moments of when I just want to be something more to her than a friend. I believe she has some interest in me. I feel bad because if she was to cheat or leave she would be ruining something good she has but I want to be with her so bad. She kinda knows how I feel but she dosent know the full extent. It just sucks feeling this but not wanting and not being able to say or do anything. Thank you for listening.