My girlfriend kisses and makes out with everyone but me
I have been with this girl for over a year now and though I am deeply in love with her, and care for her and am there for her whenever she needs me, I think she has kept me around only to pay for her luxuries. And when I am distressed she simply ignores me. And she has made out with many of my friends while we were together and never with me! Sad.. huh? Exactly! I feel hate and anger and grief whenever I see her and think about her. And I think about her all the time. Only time I am at peace is when I sleep. I think I should sleep all the time. I want to move on but cant..... I am so smitten with her. O Lord please help me find peace and extinguish my jealousy. Hate and Jealousy makes me miserable... O God please please please.... make me free of hate and jealousy! And give me peace and calm!