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I wish I hadn't let you...
I sleep with you because I was angry. I was tired of being accused of being something I am not. You haven't talked to me since. It's been a week. I regret it every moment. You are a lousy, insufferable pervert. I hope no one ever makes you happy. You took away the greatest gift I had to give. And I can never take it back. I'm ashamed when I look in the mirror, and I feel that God is ashamed of me too. The repercussions can't be worse than feeling like a dirty, used, slutty **. My face reminds me of my sin every time I see myself. I hate you... I hate you or making me hate myself.
it is sad to read this......many mistakes are made all the time. for what it is worth time heals all ails. Let this experience be something that makes you stronger, and one that helps you eventually find that right person for you. Many times through extraordinary suffering something greater and more rewarding lies ahead if you stay strong and move one.