Hate
That I am filled with hate towards at least one person everyday of my life. I can not go an entire day without getting into a heated argument with someone usually my family. They have no respect for anything I do and don't listen to anything I say. All my parents do is ** and moan all day and my sisters whine like they're two year olds. I get so angry over the stupidest things and I can't control my anger. I know I'd never do anything to hurt anyone or myself but sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be able to get over this awful habit and just be happy for once.
You should move away to a place where you know no one, start a completely new life over...you'll be amazed at the clarity and renewing you feel.