I'm in love with a boy, who is too
I'm in love with a boy, who is too afraid of the wrong people finding out he's not straight. He goes out with the most random girls, and even though it hurts to know he has a new girlfriend, he's as close to perfection than anyone else will ever be . . . in my eyes. We went out for a week, before he told me he was just "confused", which broke my heart, he said he still loved me. Months later he told me he knew he was bi for sure, which totally confused me. I still liked him, but then he went out with this girl, and broke my heart again. I didnt talk to him for about a month or so, then he wrote me a letter saying that he didnt want me to be just another memory.
This school year, I'm with him during lunch every day at school, and it seems like he likes me, but I dont know what to think anymore. I'm so in love with him, I think about him every day, there isn't a day that goes by where I dont think about him. I wish I could just tell him the way i feel about him, without being afraid of what he might say.