Very Complicated filled with guilt
Okay, this is a real confession i am making and its taking all my courage up to post...
Basically, i get turned on by everyone who is human.. and that means apart from older women, it also include underage kids.. yes, i know its very very wrong and i really feel guilty of it but i just cannot help myself... :(
I would NEVER EVER have s** with them and nor would i even touch them (that is very disgusting) and i have NEVER EVER looked at underage kids in a sexual manner.. as a matter of fact, i have never looked at anyone in a sexual manner... looking at them just helps me relieve all the tension and stress... i know its very very wrong and i feel guilty but i just cannot help myself.. :(
Since i am a very shy person from a conservative family, i hardly ever got close to having girls as a good friend and as such am quite shy towards opposite s**.
I am very confused and i feel guilty of all this. What is happening to me? Am i mentally sick? Do i need to visit a psychiatrist or go into a therapy? Please help me. :(
Well, this is my confession, i hope you all don't judge me harshly. :(