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Iwas drunk at a friends house. It was just me, her, and one other girl. I was pretty gone by the time we were going to sleep. But I got up once they fell asleep and went downstairs and cut myself. I got blood on her pillow and the shorts I borrowed from her. I know she knew because my wrist wasn't covered when she woke me up and it was too ** NOT to notice. She didn't say a thing.
Nobody ever asks questions, because they don't care. i've learned that the hard way, too.
why did you cut yourself?
No one really cares. It's **. I guess I cut because it's an ongoing addiction of mine. Plenty of self hatred and suicidal thoughts in this head of mine.
Cutting yourself is pointless. What does it do for you? You bleed.. Thats it.. Doesn't make your life better, doesn't make everyone not hate you. Don't cut youself. Find a hobby. Paint, write. Anything but cutting yourself.