I literally fell hopelessly infatuated with this guy that was supposed to be my superior (short-term casual work). It was kinda like BOOM! I barely met him and there was some kinda freak chemistry going on. I'm socially awkward to begin with and it's not really okay to chat up your boss during work time anyway so I have no idea who he is, how old he is, what he likes, whether he's taken or not... nothing. Just pure chemistry. I feel like I've been getting some positive feedback but perhaps I'm just interpreting it all wrong. The two times he touched my shoulder I felt like the earth stopped spinning. He's foreign too so there's probably barely any chance I'll ever see him again. I've no clue what's going on, this is the first time I've ever had something like that happen to me and I don't know what to do with these feelings. I've been in a relationship for almost a decade now and I love him, but this is new to me. Brain, please stop s******* with me.