I want my wife's cousin NOW

I am married and my wife's cousin just got married a few months ago. I'm infatuated with her, I love her, and she is the most beautiful thing that walks on two legs I've ever seen in this world. She's from Saudi Arabia, but is very liberal for her country. She was apparently sexting and many more other things before her marriage with a guy in the US over 50 (she just turned 30). I'm 44. I've confessed to her that I think she is the most beautiful woman in the world and that I love her. But I think she wants to protect her cousin. I know it would cost my marriage and family. Still I would pay $10,000 to be in bed with this young lady just once. It's so funny she would have been so willing a few months ago and now, no go. I'm so jealous of the over 50 guy with what he probably did with her. I get to chat with her most days, but the subjects are usually neutral, especially since I told her that I loved her. What do I do? Is it best just to keep the status quo? I just can't get her out of my mind and I constantly look at her pictures even at work all day. I'm literally going insane. I can't bear to lose her because she thinks I'm coming on too strong. I might die if I lose my family. I just have a no-win situation, I think. What do I do? I just know I'm going to lose my mind. There's what's right on one hand and what I want on the other, it seems. What...in the name of heaven...do I do? Some days I just want to scream! She is so nice and kind, so beautiful. She evokes such emotion in me, I just tear up sometimes. And yet, it feels like she's not mine and never will be.

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  • Go for it youl never rest until you fill her 3 holes

  • Not easy, but, you can pull this off.. My ex-wife's sister in law was a slender, fit, sexy, smoking hot woman from Europe (far better than ex's a****** brother, whom she was married to). She and I got along very well as the "outsiders" of sort, and we were no strangers to physical touching and flirting. I loved that woman's body, and got my hands on her whenever possible.

    We were swimming one night, and "Denise" was in a hot little European bikini. Her husband wanted to stay inside, and I thought to myself..Really? You're going to let this hot as h*** woman, wearing the tiniest of bikinis, in a pool at night, with me? And not think my hands won't be all over her? Guy was such an ass.

    Anyway, after we physically messed around, Denise admitted having "those type" of feelings for me, but was still married to Will. We ended up having a secret affair for about two years before they divorced. Sad thing, by that time, she'd moved back overseas.

  • Avoid Immoral Women

    1My son, pay attention to my wisdom;
    listen carefully to my wise counsel.
    2Then you will show discernment,
    and your lips will express what you’ve learned.
    3For the lips of an immoral woman are as sweet as honey,
    and her mouth is smoother than oil.
    4But in the end she is as bitter as poison,
    as dangerous as a double-edged sword.
    5Her feet go down to death;
    her steps lead straight to the grave.a
    6For she cares nothing about the path to life.
    She staggers down a crooked trail and doesn’t realize it.
    7So now, my sons, listen to me.
    Never stray from what I am about to say:
    8Stay away from her!
    Don’t go near the door of her house!
    9If you do, you will lose your honor
    and will lose to merciless people all you have achieved.
    10Strangers will consume your wealth,
    and someone else will enjoy the fruit of your labor.
    11In the end you will groan in anguish
    when disease consumes your body.
    12You will say, “How I hated discipline!
    If only I had not ignored all the warnings!
    13Oh, why didn’t I listen to my teachers?
    Why didn’t I pay attention to my instructors?
    14I have come to the brink of utter ruin,
    and now I must face public disgrace.”
    15Drink water from your own well—
    share your love only with your wife.b
    16Why spill the water of your springs in the streets,
    having s** with just anyone?c
    17You should reserve it for yourselves.
    Never share it with strangers.
    18Let your wife be a fountain of blessing for you.
    Rejoice in the wife of your youth.
    19She is a loving deer, a graceful doe.
    Let her b****** satisfy you always.
    May you always be captivated by her love.
    20Why be captivated, my son, by an immoral woman,
    or fondle the b****** of a promiscuous woman?
    21For the LORD sees clearly what a man does,
    examining every path he takes.
    22An evil man is held captive by his own sins;
    they are ropes that catch and hold him.
    23He will die for lack of self-control;
    he will be lost because of his great foolishness. PROVERBS 5

  • Would u share her pix? Wanna see how beautiful she is..

  • I think it'll be oK to share. If you give me your e-mail, I'll send you some pix :).

  • I actually thought about doing that before I wrote the post, but I'm too afraid, somehow, I guess, that she could find out. Maybe I'm paranoid. I was just looking at them again tonight and wow! I regret now having told her how much I like her, because she was so friendly before. Now she backs off a lot. Sad, actually.... I wish I had the courage to post some pix of her somewhere or send them or something.

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