I just got finished watching an extreme bondage p***.....i was so turned on by it i masturbated and came so hard! i love that kind of p*** and i have always fantasized about being abducted by a group of men and just f***** into a coma!! just the thought of being surrounded by a bunch of c**** going in and out of every hole, and being passed around, tied up, suffocated or choked makes me dripping wet! i don't know if this is a normal thing to fantasize about or am i just a freak? i have always had these thoughts ever since i became aware of my body as a teenager. and sometimes i can get my husband worked up while having s** so i can guide his hands around my neck and he just squeezes until i c** everywhere!! i can't help having this fantasy and i don't know if i will ever not have those thoughts. i just had to get it out in the open judge me if you want i don't care. and go ahead and call my post fake i don't care i just had to get it out and i have no one else to talk to with out fear of being called crazy or weird or even losing friends over it. now i feel a little better about my self now that my thoughts are put into words.