I have been with my husband for 5 years . We recently separated for a short period and I met this man that is amazing. He has a great job, he's attractive , well edcucated and amazing in bed. I always wanted my husband to be more dominant in the bedroom... Rough me up a little... He just doesn't have it in him I think . Well this man I met is completely dominant. It didn't take me long to become his slave and want to please and serve him however I could. I loved chocking on his c*** and seeing how it pleased him..and he could play for hours ;) I loved being completely controlled sexually as in my marriage I was the pne that made all the disicions ... He always reminded me to drink my water and eat well... Now me and my husband are back together and I still can't forget about this man ... I constantly think of him... When I drink water I think of him ! I miss the way he talks to me and makes me happy. What do I do?