I am ugly and I know it
Not one of the guys I had a crush on reciprocated my feelings.
Several of them actually told me I was ugly. I was set-up with a supposedly 'unattractive' kid because I couldn't possibly do better.
I hated people since then. My fault for being with the wrong crowd. (oh the 'unattractive' kid turned out to be a j***).
I have never held hands or been in love. Valentine's day is coming and I am really feeling it.