I don't know

I'm 15 and I have clinical depression, it's rather debilitating at points but at other times it's okay. I'm in love with a girl the same age as me and I love her more than anything but she doesn't feel the same way and it kills me (if I could marry this girl, I would, that's how much I love her) and the only thing that actually makes me feel better in my day to day life is masturbation but the problem is that I l*** for this girl too much when I w*** so I end up wanking over her but I don't want to w*** over her. sometimes I w*** over my friends that I think are beautiful but whenever I c** I feel so bad that I wanked off to their pictures. I don't know what the h*** is wrong with me…

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  • Sory ur daft but thats life i doubt any girl wil bother wit u keep wanking

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