I regret it...
I am going into high school this year. So u can guess about how old I am.
While in middle school, I had my first "relationship". I put the quotations because I don't really believe in relationships at that age. However, I went out with a guy with a very bad influence and I regret all of it. We went out the first time in seventh grade and he kept asking me for pictures and to feel me up and stuff. I refused to send him nude pictures. But, stupidly, I let him feel me up. We later broke up cuz he made out with some other person. And then in eighth grade, I decided to give him another chance. He started asking for pics again and stuff like that. But he would kind of threatening me by like saying "if you don't do ____, then ill never talk to you again". And stuff like that. But the main point is, I did something I am not proud of- I ended up giving him like a handjob through his shorts- but I immediately broke up with him afterwards because I just felt so disgusted with myself and him.
Now for the advice part-
I've only told a few of my friends about it. And I'm assuming that some other know somehow because its middle school.
But, I want to know if I am now like basically a "w****".
And if I should tell my parents about it.
I just feel so grossed out and regretful about it and I dont know who to talk to about it