A new feeling
That I have fallen completely head over heels for this guy. I liked him and he asked me out, but I panicked and said let's take things slow. The first date was ok but nothing happened. The second date was frustrating because nothing happened. I guess the third date in which he went with me to my friends bonfire was so much better. He held my hand for most of the evening. I would hold his hand on his knee and I would put my head on his shoulder and he would do the same. Then he kissed the back of my hand while he was holding it. Then he kissed my cheek, and I kissed his shoulder. Later that evening we were in my friends basement playing the game Assassin so all the lights were turned off and we just held hands or he put his arm around my shoulder or hugged and I gave him a kiss on the cheek back....it was so amazing. He is the first guy I've ever really dated. I didn't fall head over heels for him at first but now I am so infatuated with him. I want to spend every minute of every day with him. I just want to keep kissing him and holding his hand. But I'm very afraid that im gonna be too clingy, and ruin this relationship.