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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I don't know if it will lead to anything or not, or if I will be able to find the nerve to follow through, but I did two things this weekend to start some kind of process I guess. I know two things that this man likes, for sure, because he has told me so when we talk at work: he loves blondes and he loves piercings (he may love tattoos too but I haven't asked him that yet, but I will next week for absolute sure). So, this weekend, I made an appointment with my stylist to go get my hair dyed blonde. My husband is going to hate this because he prefers brunettes, but I'll deal with that problem later on. And the other thing I did is that I went and got four extra piercings in one ear: already done! My husband already doesn't like that, but I think they look great, and I'm so encouraged that I intend to go back and get my navel done, and then maybe a ** and one nostril, and maybe something more intimate, if you get my drift. And if my new man loves tattoos, my plan is to find out exactly what he likes the most, and where he likes to see them on a woman's body, and go get exactly that. And then when I show them to him, he will know that I went and got my body marked to show his ownership of it. I may even get his initials or his name in the tattoo, which would prove that he owns me. And I want him to know that he's going to own my womb too, and I'm going to use the phrase you used when I tell him that (if you don't mind): "all the children my womb can bear". All of this makes me feel hot and nasty and ** and full of his ** and **, and it makes me feel like a REAL WOMAN, and it makes me feel ** alive.
That is so deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep n lovely n **! What a lucky fella he is.How come I don't run into women who think and act like you?
I suggest you hold back a bit on the piercings and tattoos.If you do all that and you don't blend well,you will regret all those tattoos and piercings.The blond hair is all good,the initials are bad since they are permanent and could get hubby really ** off and it sounds like he's about to drown himself in a drum of Jack Daniels after seeing your new hair do.You doing great,just be ARTFUL in the way you handle him and yourself.You gonna enjoy yourself and let us know.
He really loved the new ear piercings when I showed them to him yesterday morning. I didn't tell him that I did them for him exactly, but I did tell him that I knew he was going to love them and that I thought of that fact when I was getting them done. I was dripping wet the whole time I was showing them to him, because they are his, just like me now. I just want this man to know that I'm doing all of this for him, and him alone, and that it means that I belong to him, body and soul. God, how I want him to know that I am his property. I know it's early, and he doesn't even know yet how strongly I feel about him, or how long and hard I've lusted for him and how bad I want his meat in my body and his babies in my womb. If I could tattoo his name in my womb and then show it to him I totally would do that. I'll be blonde by this time next week, if all goes as planned, and I'll also have a couple of tattoos. No initials yet, but hopefully, that will be soon. I just want this man TO OWN ME. Like a ** slave.
You are turning that church hymnal,"All to Jesus I surrender"into "All to a Black Guy I Surrender".Just so sensual and you getting closer and closer to your ultimate price.
If you allow him to dwell between your legs you will be so smitten that before you know it,you will be all pregnant and your hubby will be all confused wondering how you are coming up pregnant.Nine months later,you will deliver a cute or handsome baby and hubby will want to know if you got pregnant by the holy spirit or some black man.** for,**,getting caught,or getting pregnant by this handsome guy,alone or collectively,is likely to cost you your present marriage. Glad he liked the earrings or that you will wait on the initials.You can engrave those initials on your body after he gives you the first biracial baby.Better yet,make that a tramp stamp!
Your so right when you say tramp stamp. And that is what I really want to be. I want to be that man's tramp, his **, his **. I want him to do filthy, nasty, degrading, unspeakable things to me, things he doesn't do to his wife, things she won't allow, things that he can't get a prostitute to do to him or let him do to her. I will never say no to him, whatever he wants I'll give him. But there must be babies. Beautiful black babies. "All the children my womb can bear", right??
Maybe you should get a divorce?