Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

Thanks, I would love for Santa to bring this man to me as a Christmas present, or actually, I would love for Santa to bring ME to HIM for Christmas, cuz I just so want to belong to him. Maybe if I pray to God and Santa both I will get my wish?

Yesterday was Thanksgiving and he and I worked together at a dinner for underprivileged people and we were there from around noon until about 5:30, and we worked pretty hard at it. We were the only two from our workplace, so since it wasn't job-related, I tried talking to him more personally and even flirted a little, and he didn't resist it and even seemed flattered by it. So when they let us go home, I asked him to walk me to my car which was about three blocks away (it was dark), and when we got there, I first kissed him on his cheek, but then moved to his mouth and opened mine to him. He immediately wrapped me in his arms and pressed himself against me and pressed me up against the car and kissed me deep. When he finally let me go, we just held each other there in the street, and I kept working my hip against his ** until he came in his pants. I told him that next time he had to shoot all that inside of me, and that he could pick the hole. He told me he'd been wanting me forever but couldn't say anything because of work and because we're both married. I told him that I was absolutely NOT going to let work or marriage vows get in our way EVER, and that he could have anything he wanted with me, and could do anything he wanted to me. He had to leave to go home to his wife so we didn't get to actually make love, so I didn't say anything about babies, but I was thinking how many there were in that load he shot in his pants. Before I just wanted him. Now I'm in love with him and I want his babies. And one way or another . . . . . I'm going to get them.

Ohhhhhhhh my goooodness! I knew that day was coming for you.I am soo happy...am actually thrilled.I will have a glass of wine and toss it up to you and him tonite.That is an awesome development.Patience pays.I know your desire is more elevated now and you will enjoy more true ** for long time. However,if you happen to get pregnant by this guy,DO NOT PUT HIM ON CHILD SUPPORT because(kids) is something you so badly desire but that he might not want want.Even if he wants them,be honorable enough not to compromise his situation and life and be able to take care of the baby on your own.Also make sure you safeguard the stability of his job.In another words,do not do anything detrimental to both of you's jobs or his life.You life could change because of the kid(s) but make sure you can square that with your hubby.I remember years ago I kisses an 18 year old virgin girl right before ** her and I exploded all over my pants because she was an awesome kisser and it felt so good,lol. What a lucky lady you are. Enjoy and please keep us posted.Even if we don't tell you how to enjoy this,I know you are a big girl and a pro.I hope you gave THANKS to the function where u were at, lol

Thank you so much! I appreciate the encouragement. My biggest fear now is how to control my urges for him. Before, I wanted him all the time, but never thought it would happen: now, I know it CAN happen, so it's going to be harder to rein it in. We talked yesterday after work, though it was still at the office so nothing sexual happened. But I said pretty much what you said: I promised not ever to pressure him or to do anything that would place his marriage or family or job at risk, and I meant it, and he appreciated that. We both said we would get together in private soon, and then I said what I said to you, that I had prayed to God and to Santa to make me a Christmas gift to him, and now it looks like that will happen during the holidays!! Even if it only happens once during the holidays, I'll be a very, very, VERY happy white girl. I also told him that I was going to keep taking my birth control pills, but I didn't promise to take them forever (not that I would trick him, but at some point I'm going to ask him to father at least two children for me, and perhaps a lot more depending on how things go at home), and I didn't say anything about my original goal of having him help me cuckold my husband, though I sense that this man will enjoy that project. **, I'm dripping wet just wring all this to you! He can probably smell me from his office......Anyway, before I left the office after our little talk, I told him straight up "I can't ** wait to ** get that big ** ** ** in me, baby!" He smiled his beautiful smile and said, "Don't you worry, you nasty **, I'm hungrier for it than you are." We are going to be so good together, I just know it. Thank you!