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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
i just really cant stomach the idea of my wife having gone out with this guy and then gone home with him and then made love with him and then bringing all that ** home and giving it to me in my mouth from eating her or having me stick myself into it from doing her. that idea just makes me sick. i know she got off on it because thats the kind of woman she is even though she never admitted any of it. but i know that she would do it and probably had him ** in her right before she left his bed or even got out of his car and then came inside with it all swimming in her insides. it may have even been the time he got her pregnant. jesus.............
You can sit and think of a million ways or places where your ex wife ** a black guy. It could even have been in your bed where she got pregnant! At the end of the day, this speculation is not going to help you; it is going to eat you alive. I am sure she brought the ** home to you one way or another and you ate it and she smiled inside. How do I know this? I talk to women I ** quite a bit. Many married women have told me personally that they would go home and have hubby ** their ** before showering; or they have told me in greater detail how the whole thing went. Very few men suspect anything (you and I are in that category).For all I know they brought their hubby's ** for me to ** and I did not even know, lol. It is hard to re-do what has happened and rehearsing it over and over is bad for your recovery. I have never made a married woman pregnant, but I think it will be awesome to do it. It is impossible to regulate adultery and philandering in this world, the most trusted partners are the most cheaters. Just find a way to move on with your life
your so right it really does eat me alive like all the time and when i think im over it thats when it hits me even harder than before. just the idea of that man being on top of her in my bed and making love to her in ways that i cant match and with equipment better than i have nearly kills me. and yes i do think about him taking her off her birth control and knocking her up not only in my house but in my bed and the two of them maybe even planning it that way at that time just to rub my face in that. she is the kind of woman who would just so get off on that and then carrying his baby around inside her knowing it was his and no way could it be mine i just know she was creaming over that and obviously telling all her girlfriends about her lover and how big his ** was and how black and hot and thick and long and how good it was when he knocked her up in our bed. IN OUR BED! it is so hard to get over that. yes another woman could help but i swear to god it seems like every white woman i meet has been had by at least one black man or is still being had by them. i cant win that battle.