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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
Not sure if they allow links here but I thought you, or anybody else,might find this two part story and analysis invaluable.Make sure you click at the bottom of part one to read part two. you can copy n paste if you have to:) http://moderndirections.com/27.htm
I read it and it was interesting but my thought process so far has been less analytical than Laura's. That's different than my personality, because I'm very analytical in my life and especially in my work so NOT being analytical in my ** life is part of the appeal. I think that's part of the reason that I fantasize sooooooooooo hard about being ** by the four black guys at work: they catch me by surprise and I have no time to analyze and all I can do is take the ** they give me. Then when the four-man ** is over I realize that it was what I had wanted and what my body needed all along, and that they have "converted" me, if that's the right word. Maybe the idea you had of the professional man and encouraging me to hook up with the guy from my kid's school is more like my real life because it's much more planned and thought out and because I would probably have to work on him for some time before he would take me but then once we were in bed he would TOTALLY be in charge. And then he would be in charge after it too like all the time. And somehow you just knew that about me. Even planning the pregnancy would be more like my life with discussing it with the guy before we started trying to have the baby or babies (I hate to keep calling him "the guy" but I don't know his name just that its something like Eric or Derek or Garrett or something). One thing that Laura said in the article really hit me and that was the idea of having her black lover do her in front of her father. ** that was so ** hot and nasty and I just so TOTALLY got that! And it makes me wet just to think of it. So there are some similarities between her and me but mostly I think of it different than she does. Thanks for thinking of me and of my situation.
I think so far your best bet is to work on the school guy. Can you please try and know his name for sure this week? That will be a good start and since Rome was not build in a day,you will probably be on your way to great ** and mind bending procreation. Years ago, when I was about 26,I dated a white woman(24) who detested her parents because she was into black guys and they were totally against that. We worked 2nd shift together.So to get back at them,she would have me go to their house during the day, while they were at work, and we would ** in their bed.She would not wash the sheets,she would just make the bed just like it was before so that they can sleep in all our ** juices all night long.One time she drove her dad's Buick to come see me and she insisted we have ** in it.She always told me "I wish you could ** me in front of my freaking parents".
So help me Christ that is one of the hottest and nastiest things I have ever heard! ** that little white girl in her parents' bed! God that makes me so ** wet sitting here at my desk! You are amazing to have turned that young ** so much that she wanted to do that and even wanted you to ** her in front of her parents! I know just exactly how she felt and how that Laura from the case study felt too! OMG! I wish I could close my door and ** right now! Or I wish I could go out into the warehouse and get those four guys to come do me in front of the rest of the company! Whew! Gotta stop thinking about such things! Okay.....calmer now. As for the guy from the school there is supposed to be a meeting sometime next week and I wasn't going to go but now that you've planted all these dirty ideas in my head I will so totally go and I will hope that he's there that night. If I don't do anything else I will find out what his name is even if he's not there himself. His wife doesn't like me I don't think but its probably on account of my looking at her husband like I want him to bend me over the teachers desk and hammer me in front of the class. **.....I have a lot to think about don't I!
You have a vivid imagination and such wild desires.Since you have made what sounds like a near perfect selection,you must now develop a plan and execute it.Move from ** yourself over this guy to having his fingers and ** in you.That school meeting sounds like a perfect day, time and scene to connect with this guy;am assuming parents will have time to mingle and say hi. So what if his wife does not like you? You are not after his wife,you are after him.You may even make an effort to be nice to his wife because you gonna have a **-in-common.If you see both of them at the meeting,please don't hesitate to go n say hi, by shaking their hands-establishing a connection is vital.Remember,you gonna be sucking and ** the same ** she does and after he knocks you up,you may have to see each other more often so why not show them kindness as of now?.She controls what you crave and you are not snatching it away from her,you just want to enjoy and share him because the sight and thought of him makes your ** and thighs drenched.You just want millions of his seeds in your womb and she can keep the guy. Its not a selfish act,you are simply just satisfying you mind,heart,body and womb..the new you! He may not know for sure that you want him but you know you do.That means you are going to do most of the work to get him or show him that you are interested.You have to equally show and convince him that you are not out to uproot and disrupt his household but just enjoy him as discreetly as possible.Your efforts,patience,focus,careful planning and execution will pay off BIG.